Trying to . :(
From the start of the day , i was very excited and happy to see you .
I recorded the day since i admire you , that is , 12 august 2009 till now .
Since that day you called to to shut up , i'm seriously angry and sad about it .
Cos , i admired you a lot and then you treat me like that.
I often go to your blog , updated anot ? MSN , online anot ?
When you are online , i would be very happy and excited about it.
You make me want to smile when i remember all those times , like carrying the pole with you ,
i'm tying the rope when you are standing beside me , asking me how much i got for my test , chatting with me on MSN ..
I seriously like that time when i carried the pole with you , and i think that's the final chance for me .
I know it hopeless liking you cos i know that the size that i'm having is ... and the prettiness i'm having is ..
While you like those pretty girls and famous girls in school .
You have muscles while i have fats , you have so many gans or whatever thing , i dont have .
School is closing , and i can't see you anymore.
The last day would be 6 Nov and i think the subjects i have choose and yours are totally different .
Its very difficult for me to erase you off my mind , your images , your smiles , in my mind and heart
Hard to forget you . Really hard /
Anyway , Please control your temper .
I wish that 6 Nov when i meet you , i want to take a picture with you ,
That's my last wish . I
Crying in the dark night and feeling upset.
Carrying the pole with you , i'm with all smiles .
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
Total sadness ...
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